Thursday, August 29, 2013

Let Me In Again

She's moving to Florida now, and all I can think is, "one last fuck."
I don't even know if it's what I really want, but it could be fun, right?

Take A Break

I always tell myself to take a break from girls
When I was younger, it was always one girl after the other
One failed love after a fling after another failed love
I'm older now, "wiser," but I still haven't been able to take my own advice
Sure I haven't been "in a relationship" in a while, but I'm still filling in that hole with people, and I'm still failing them
But I get lonely too
I need
I want
I feel for people still
And I guess I don't want to be alone
I just don't want to begin another failed relationship

It's going to be a long time before I finally take on another relationship
But I need to take a break
Or else it'll just be another failed love after a fling

Society's Dream

Many times I worry about you
And about how you say it's okay
Many times I ask you questions
Just to see if you'll acknowledge the truth
I know you can feel it
I know you have sensed it
But I know it's easy to forget it and fall back into old habits
When will it ever change?
When will we ever have the courage?
How can it ever change?